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Dear me,

 Dear me,
 It saddenes my heart to have to bring you this news. Late last night, after a much needed conversation with myself, I have come to a realization that I no longer have feelings for him. I just wanted to let you know right away, so that you didn't have to realize through my changed attitude or nonchalant behavior towards him. 
     While I don't have plans as to what my next step will be, I have decided that going forward, I would put myself first and strive to achieve my own dreams and ambitions.i hope you can understand the reason for my change of heart. 
  In as much as it saddens me to bring you this news, I am also filled with immense happiness that I'm out of that phase of my life. I really hope you see reasons with me. 

With love,
Me

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