A trip down memory lane: My heart speaks!

I remember when you used to love me, yes I know you don't love me anymore 

Those times, you'd ask the silliest questions, you wanted to know everything about me, upto what I had for breakfast and what I had planned for Dinner

I thought those were the happiest days of life

I remember when you told me that my smile lightened up your day and you'd do anything to keep me smiling, now all I do all day is sit and cry, waiting for you to make me smile. You told me that I was the best thing that ever happened to you and you'd never let me go, now I'm watching you walk away hoping that you'd remember someday and come back 

I miss the days that you'd look at me like I was the world, you'd kiss me like your life depends on it, the days I was first and everything else came after, now you look at her the same way, I watch you whisper those same words in her ear like you did mine, her smile grows even brighter than mine did. I want you back, I want that smile again, I want you to look into my eyes and remind me that you love me and you'll never leave

I miss the first time we slept together and the million times after it, it was like we were made for each other, gentle and in sync, our bodies pounding to the rhythm of the drums, bouncing off the calories, making love till the dawn, I feel the pleasure over and over again when I close my eyes. I remember how we'd go on and on for hours, explore every inch of each other, while exploring in sync

I miss how you understood and supported my dreams, you carried my achievement on your shoulders with pride like they were more than what they were, you loved my flaws and indecisiveness, you said my inability to make a decision was one of the best things about me, I was beginning to embrace my flaws, now they disgust me

I loved you, I loved you with every single fibre of my being, I love that you love me, I loved the way you walked and talked, I loved that you'd look at me and smile like I was the funniest thing in the world, I loved your insecurities like you loved mine and still love them. I still love evey single thing that makes you you, I love you even down to the unlovable parts and I wish I didn't!